Count the Blessings

偶尔，会想涂鸦下久违的Blog，一年一度的偶尔，就在今天！ 偶尔，给空间自己伤感下，才不会亏待自己。就像倾听你爱人的哭诉般，也倾听下自己的伤感。 偶尔，告诉自己，伤感没有错，伤感后继续伤感才是笨。伤感中，伪装刚强更可悲。 偶尔，上帝会提醒我，“我孩，哭吧，放胆哭吧。不要怕，我就在这。你的泪，我都握在手心。” 当仅有的守护天使，辞职不干时，你学会了，要好好爱自己。 领悟到，当勇敢的告诉自己，“这不是我的。” 谢谢他人带着关爱的提醒，“有些东西不work，就是不work。” 不要为失去而自责，要为仍拥有自己而感恩。 最可悲的，不是失去曾爱过的人，而是失去值得被人爱的自己。 上帝最痛的，莫过于失去你。 找回自己，找回最初最单纯的你，上帝一直在你身边，紧紧地等待。 上帝要你过得快乐，你快乐吗? 我，很快乐 ><

We are the man of limitation, define by quantifiable space and time, so is our ability and capacity. Mum admitted into hospital after a week long of fever. A long process of investigation hence began, involving multidisciplinary team of specialist, there were HO, MO, rheumatologist, orthopedic surgeon, ID specialist, and etc. Certainly with multiple means of investigation too, X-ray, daily blood test monitoring, ultrasound and etc. I am truly grateful for the medical team, especially the HO, though they were exhausted with the workload and numerous on-call, yet they are credible and thoughtful in the investigation process, make me feel so warm and so touched. 15 days of hospitalisation, 15 days of persistent effort from the doctors, nurses, and family, yet the cause and the source of illness were failed to be identified. She discharged after normal body temperature resume, and the discharge note diagnosis is nasocomial infection... I was not satisfied with the diagnosis, the...

Even when you were at the junction of life transition period. I had went through it once, during my first graduation. It wasn't just about graduating and venturing into working life, it's about fulfilling one's life's purpose, to go one step further in living out purpose driven life. The first was really hard for me, was the hardest I had ever experienced that time, it took me indeed longer than i expected. Not just contemplating on future prospect, it was also other things, all came at once; financial, mum's health,  own's health, relationship. And guess what, you had no one else but yourself, this is a battle you gotta stand up and fight, though you have close friends and family, they can never be you and fight the fight for you. Truly all by God's grace. I was alone, but the only one whom I can bring along throughout the battle is Christ the Lord, in fact HE was ahead of me fighting the battle. HE will never relent on me, never. I was so amazed on h...